INspired!!

I am slowly getting back to earth after a rather splendid and hectic and input heavy few days.  A LOT has happened.  Firstly I went to the Call of the Wild Soul art retreat in Somerset.  It was bloody brilliant. 3 days of fervent creativity, connecting and fun times. Refreshed in my heart.  Poetically reconnected

Then a 5 hour drive back (via Gatwick, gave Flora Bowley a lift  - so fab to have such great company!) and the next day I am straight into a conference called Meaning.  WOW.  am even more fired up and inspired than I was before.  Such brilliant, inspirational speakers.  Such a good message to the world.  Am so PROUD of Brighton.

And then on Tuesday straight into delivering a Productivity workshop at Channel 4.  Under supervision, I am hoping for the last time.  I am pleased with how it went (I ROCK!) and what with the yoga class I taught the day before I left for Somerset, I am starting to find my voice, my feet and joy in my work, my teaching. 

It has been a journey this teaching thing. Truly I have conquered something, over come something, climbed some sort of mountain, or learnt to swim or something.  From terror to enjoyment.  Leaping to my death, and of course, not dying.    Not dying but finding its all just fine.  What was I worried about?  Crazy.  

Now I am sure I am not at the end of the road with this.  And there is an infinite amount of improvement I can make.  But definitely definitely, I have expanded my range.  Am now a living example of fighting my way through the internal backchat, facing a fear and facing it down. 

Yesterday I could hardly function to be honest, and these supposedly LONG LONG days of wee Bub being at school, seem to fly by.  Its already time to fetch him.  And I still have so much to do.

I may even be working back at the BBC next week.  Bit of a surprise to be called up by them, but it could work out that I have a FULL week of work next week.  Which will do our finances the world of good.  Am taking Teesha Moore's advice and doing a proper positive affirmation on this.  I have the power to earn all the money I need or want........