Monday, 12 November 2012

And through to the other side

I have had a slightly dark few days. I got myself worked up and slightly stressed.  Oh ok very stressed.  I was stuck.  Problems seemed insurmountable.  I did try and just sit with it.  I didn't do anything rash.  And then this morning, when I woke up I felt a dead weight of responsibility as if the world were mine to sort out alone, and I had no idea how to do anything about it all.

So I gave up.  I decided to surrender.  Not in a sod it all kind of way.  Or a depressed slump under the duvet kind of way.   But in a, 'I am going to give this one up to the universe to sort out' kind of way.  Hey, because I sure as hell didn't know what to do.  Perhaps the universe did.

Transpires that a couple of prayers were answered.  And the day proved to be full of exciting plans about things that are truly in line with my dreams.  And so I also forgot about my troubles.  Stuff happened.  Life happened.  And tonight nothing seems as bad.

Thank you universe.  You rock.

PS this evening I did 25 mins mediation and then took out my sketchbook.  It went very well together.  It's the same mindspace.

1 comment:

Felicia said...

Sometimes offering it up to the universe is the only way - glad it worked out for you! x