how do you want to feel?

How do you want to feel? Then go do stuff that makes you feel that way.

I want to feel
warm - the sunshine on my skin.  warm breeze.
relaxed and able to be myself
that I have back up
happy
sense of progress
purposeful
good
excited
inspired
in my body
moved
tingly
beautiful
free


I am a little stuck.  I have been for a while.  Luckily I am going away for a few days.  Getting away can bring a sense of perspective.  Its not that I am stuck stuck.  Things are moving.  Its just bizarrely I just can't quite put my finger on what my dreams are.  Maybe this is a good thing.  However, if I am on a quest to achieve my dreams..... then where does that leave me when i do not know what they are.  I keep writing things down, but they are kind of the same things over and over and are generally to do with going on holiday.  I am enjoying my work.  I am a qualified yoga teacher.  I am teaching art workshops.  We have ethical (more so) banking, and green energy.  The baby stuff sales are successful.  I am meeting my tribe. 

More could be done in the tribe count.  I think I need to gather my people.  I keep feeling I am on the cusp of some great realisation of what needs to happen next.  It is tantalisingly close. 

Perhaps its photoshop and a new camera?  But those seem small things.  I am hankering after big stuff.  Good big stuff.  Anyway.  Am thinking away on it in all my spare moments.  Mulling and musing.  What is it!!??!! 

In the meantime.  I read in Austin Kleon's brilliant little book.  That it is good to keep a log of what has been done. 

Log for today
Went to London and did 1 month on catch ups with some folk at Channel 4.  Progress in all camps.  Some catch ups were so short because there was total and complete take up of everything and nothing left to be said.  Some required a little more coaching as the whole process was new and different and a little daunting.  But I was really happy with them all. 

did follow ups for the do:work course at Channel 4.  all good. 
I had a sunbed in preparation for Ibiza
I bought a peg thingy for the clothes line
I printed out my boarding passes
I updated my lists
I cleared out my email folders
I sorted out receipts into piles of April and May
I sent myself photos of my receipts from today
I finished reading How to Become a Key Person of Influence
I made noodle soup
I spoke to Hub and Bub on the phone.  They are in Dublin visiting other son.
I cleared my intray.
I contacted my first appointment for tomorrow.  Turns out she is ill. So it was good that I did.
I paid an invoice
put some money in the savings account
did a bit of filing
set up FB event for Likemind Brighton June
changed the bedlinen
mended the bedlinen (found a hole in the duvet cover as I was changing it)