Nope. No gifts today. Not conscious or joyous ones anyways. I did go to the allotment, even though I didn't want to. I made meals, I dropped glasses off, even though I didn't have to. I didn't feel the love though. Not at the time. I did it anyway. Which surely is not quite the same thing. I even spent the whole evening watching re runs of America's Next Top Model. I think my day didn't pan out as I wanted it to. Nothing bad happened. And I was actually super generous with my time and being helpful. But I kind of over did it. And it wasn't particularly gracious.
I definitely have to start again tomorrow. Unless I give myself the benefit of the doubt. Give myself one crap day. its an option.
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Maybe giving when you don't feel like giving is more than when you do??
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