Daily Reflections Friday March 24th 2017

So.  I am ditching the what went well etc thing today.  I don't want to do it like that.

My thoughts.  AH.  Parenting.  Yesterday I upset my son - who is STILL upset because we are flying to Croatia on his birthday.  I can understand he wants his birthday his way.  And I feel gutted that I have done this to him and feel just BAD about it.  I didn't expect him to be upset.  As he LOVES going on planes and travelling to new places.  So its was unexpected and I feel bad about it.  I am not sure what to do about it.  I doubt husband really wants to go, so its just me organising this thing and I am now fearful that husband will also be upset at what I have done.

I do not like being the only person in the house who just wants to go on holiday.  I will try and see if I can move the flights cheaply.  May still be possible at this stage.  Perhaps I can coordinate with the ferry anyway so that we get in at a sensible time to Split.

Bugger.

I need to find a CD player or those CD's or see if I can get music to WAJ today I have plans for a music and poetry based day.  I am not entirely clear on it.

I think that yesterday my session with S was too long and perhaps I should have gotten on with other stuff.  Needing to plan my time better.  Better planning is key.

On the plus side, a lass at the Happy Start Up was very enthusiastic about my idea for art retreats.  that they were needed in the world and so on.  Andrea was there too, she's a lovely person.  And she was supportive too.  So being at the Happy Start Up co working is definitely working for me.

Hub mentioned that my work is very dependent on one source and I need to branch out and make my business more sustainable.  More work needed all round.  More planning more streams of income.

Feeling a little off kilter today.  Feeling like my eye is off the ball and am not doing it all right somehow.  I know I can call that all in.  And I just need to do my best.

I have done Miracle Mornings for 30 days in a row.  Which is an incredible feat for a skippy person such as myself. I am slightly struggling with that too - well, thinking other things. Messing with the format.  I am not doing the visualisation.  And have changed this writing thing.  Am doing 20 mins to 30 mins of yoga.  And that I am sticking with because it feels great to do that. Also warm water and lemon first thing.  So I am sticking to things.

OK what went well
Being at the Happy Start Up
Lovely lunch at Sunbirds Cafe on London Rd  -been meaning to go for a long time.  it was good
Bub was on good form (bar the upset about going on holiday)
I got an early night

Could do better
Better planning.  More focused use of time.
Asking S to be on time / checking my whats app.  or just assuming she will be 30 mins late every time.  She's not late for Coaching Circle ever.  So its something I am accepting.
Better planning and more work towards my goal of sustainable business income.

Dreams that i want to happen
I have a sustainable business that is growing and brings regular income to support paying off our mortgage and paying all taxes and all the holidays I want to go on.
I run successful retreats in beautiful places.
I bring in work for TS and get paid even better for the valuable work I do.
I set up Uncommon Sense as a training and experience company and it is globally successful and I can get other people to run it and sell it and do my own thing in 'retirment' which is running Creative Living retreats that are all about wellbeing and enjoying life.
or something like that.

Off to sort my music issue.

LOVE YA