I have just come a realisation. Things need to change. What I am doing is not sustainable in the long term. I love it all, but it is somehow just not quite working right. And I am finding this disheartening. I know I have some really good things in place, but the pieces are not aligned, or - configured in the right way. Or maybe I just have one piece missing that will hold it together in a way that works better. Or maybe its all just one step away. So near yet so far. And yet if I just keep swimming....
I have no idea what to do next. I am not sure. Responding to the next stimulus. Play with with different ideas and try them out. Or to stop everything and hunker down in a chrysalis soup sort of way. One thing is certain. It is not going to be the same old same old.
I don't think anything I have done is wasted or has been any sort of waste of time. Its all relevant. But something is going to change soon. I am changing the way I show up in the world and how I make the biggest bestest positive difference I can.
And. This seemed apt.
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