wednesday luck

Hmm.  Yesterday I made a pledge to myself to let the UNIVERSE direct my life, and sort out my problems (such as they are) and today.  Well things are good.  I do feel more relaxed about stuff.  And jobs just keep coming my way.  I have some more label sewing to do.  Nothing fancy about this, but a surprisingly good piece work earner.  If only this were more regular.  I have 2 supergroups coming up.  And then, one of the ladies who organise stuff at the Hanover Centre asked me if I would be interested in being paid to run regular table top sales at the centre as a fundraising activity for them.  Seems like a win win to me.  I really would like a weekend job, so that we have that regular money coming in.  And then on top of that I just have to cobble together work that creates earnings in excess of £1000 a month.  Not massive earnings lets face it, but a good start and will help us survive through the irregularities of Hub's payments.  I really don't want a full time job.  I would have to give up my playgroup.  I love my playgroup.  Its so good.  I am so proud of it. Mainly its great because great people come, but I do make a right proper effort to be welcoming and friendly and I think it sets the tone.  Everyone all seems to chat with each other and get on really well.  One thing I was proud of today, in particular,  was that a lady who came right at the start, told me that she usually went to another, very local, playgroup and she wouldn't be coming to mine again as it clashes, and she was only here because of some reason or other.  Well, fair enough I thought, I'd go to my nearest too. Then, she didn't sign in for ages, and I got privately really annoyed with her for not paying and started to fret about how to go about reminding her to pay.  And then I just thought, you know what, if she forgets to pay, so what.  Its her Karma.  And I forgot about it.  Then, much later, she did pay, and when she did I started talking to her, and I found out she was from Iceland (I love Iceland, its an amazing place that I travelled to a while ago, so know a bit about it) and we had a great chat.  And right at the end of the session she said to me, "I am going to come back here again, its a really lovely playgroup".  I am so pleased I didn't get all mean about her not paying. She was lovely.  I don't want to give up my playgroup.  So I am not going to.  I am going to have faith that things I love doing are going to bring me money and income.  I will still be looking, but only for part time work.