slow start to the year

Its been a somewhat slow start to the year.  Illness has really put a spanner in the works of starting afresh and all those sort of plans.  I am still really quite deaf in one ear and today I felt totally crap and had to go lie down on several occasions.  I hope that the antibiotics will kick in soon and give me a break from this illnessness.  This evening I ate lots of vegetable thai green curry and watched a DVD of AbFab.  Blimey Joanna Lumley is brilliant.  June Whitfield is superb.  The writing hilarious.  But Patsy is the heart of its genius.....

Anyway.  I do hope I am feeling better.  I keep thinking I am getting better and its all be wishful thinking so far. 

This year is my year of yoga. At least it will be once I get going.  This is one of the thoughts and dreams I have for this year.  Setting my intentions down.  Its a long term thing, but today I decided that I would like to train to become a yoga teacher.  I am investigating Vajrasati Yoga.  Which is a school set up by the chap whose classes I have been to around the corner here in Brighton.  I have been reading his website and so far it looks like the kind of thing that would work for me.  Massive long reading list.  Mind you that's just the start of it.  I also need to attend his classes regularly for a year.  I have been going for over a year, but sporadic would be the word for my attendance. So there's a start.  Go regularly for all of 2011 and then join the training scheme.  And start on the reading list.   But I don't mind if I am 50 when I graduate.  I mean, its not as if you ever really can finish learning with Yoga anyway.

So having missed my first class of the year today.  I am planning on going on Monday night.  And with Bub at preschool, I will have some other opportunities to practice.  Slowly slowly catchee monkey.

A small light came out of our conundrum dispute.  Hub spent a night of (fruitless and pointless!) worry about me possibly being stabbed in Hackney.  In which he panicked about how much he would have to learn if I was not here.......like all the household management... (and I have to say sometimes it bothers me how little he knows..... I mean, what if something does happen to me, how could he cope?) But its nice that he at least spent some time thinking about how much I do! And he has been super kind and caring all day.