I just missed out on 4 days work at £250 per day. Am gutted. Nothing I can or could have done about it. its just the way the cookie crumbles. Annoyingly I also (this month) missed out on the gallery job as they wanted me on Fridays, and I had already committed to babysitting on alternate fridays til March this year. Am not lucking out on the work front in the same way I did before Christmas.
I have done 2 days without coffee, and also with greatly reduced dairy intake. Mainly just in cups of tea. And I haven't eaten meat. And I have had my green smoothies. But I still was hoping that i could have gotten a grands worth of work in 4 days.
I really want to go on the Do What You Love Retreat. But I need to earn some money to do that. Its not a cheap chappy. Looks great, and I love Flora Bowley's work in particular. It all just seems so far away everything at the moment. Just now. It seems the other side of a big wall. Where other people can go. I love my life and I love 'my side of the wall' But how can I justify spending £1000 on a retreat for 4 days? I guess I had sort of secretly hoped that by getting that job of 4 days work for £1000 it was a step towards being allowed to go.
Please Universe, can you help me?
3 comments:
Urgh, how frustrating for you! I also want to go on loads of courses and things but am struggling to justify the ££...
Did you get my email btw? I sent one to the address that pops up when you leave a comment on my blog x
Kat - no I didn't. Will leave a different email for you as I don't think I check that email.....
YOu should definitely do it. There must be a way. And it could be a legitimate business expense so you can tax deduct it.
Lizzie
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