mining the past

THanks to Doriana Gray's clever savvy, I have been able to find nearly all of my deleted postings.  Which just goes to show that stuff you put on the internet might never go away ever. Good thing I am not famous or a politician or anything!  But seeing as the main reason was I wanted to look at what I had written as my first post (it doesn't seem to be there, at least not as I imagined it) but I found this,  which is more or less the idea. Its about dreaming and chasing that dream,  so here is 2 years ago what I wrote about what I wanted out of my life....

My dream life is still filled with fab, cool (in a way I judge cool!!), lovely lovely people - but we have a high ceilinged inner town place - with a big room for socialising and lots of other rooms for separate activities, we have a double bedroom / ensuite sort of thing so if Hub snores I can escape near by. We each have our own bathroom. We dont own a car, but either use city car club or hire cars as and when necessary. Bub goes to a good school, on scholarship - even though we dont need him to. I have another Bub too. we have animals - and some outside space too - so we have a garden / yard, with chickens and a barbeque and outside socialising and we live near the beach. there are private gardens we can use. I am a successful artist like willliam steig. I also have a hugely successful and popular blog that inspires women and that men can but take notice of due to its huge success.






I earn £500 grand a year and work a 3 day week. I study cookery, art and yoga.





that is better.


I also rather like the very goal orientated posting I used to do.  Very much about the details of life.  Like how many vegetables I ate, or how much I spent and so on.  Its probably right old dull for folk to read, but I think it did make me accountable for my move towards my goals.  However I do also have to give myself a fat pat on the back, because I am working in a gallery, I run a successful and profitable playgroup and I do some creative thinking for a living.  I am currently slightly worried long term for being able to have a house full of people... friends are leaving Brighton like flies it seems.  To Goa, to Ibiza, to Stroud, to Cornwall, to Hastings, to California, to Bristol.  At least I will have places to go and visit I spose.....  But I need company.  It is 90% of why I love doing my playgroup so much.