a daily update. Monday 6th February

Just to start with.  I feel like pants.  I mean I don't feel good.  I mean I feel totally and utterly underparr.  Wash out city.

So  -what went well today?

Luckily I didn't have to do any work.  So I was able to rest up.  I made some parsnip soup which was delicious and tasty and felt nourishing.  My husband went out and bought fish and chips for dinner so I didn't have to cook dinner or wash up or anything like that. Fish and chips felt warm and filling and tasty.

This morning I got up early and helped out some fellow parents by having their son over before school.  7am he came as his mum has to get to work as a teacher.  The boys played very happily.  I felt good to help out, and Bub had a laugh.

I had a call with one of my coaching clients - a really really lovely chap, whom it seems I have helped, which made me really happy.  Made my day in fact.

I found someone who works as a cleaner who can come around tomorrow and let me know what she thinks.  she has a 2 hour minimum pw, so I guess she will fill her time.  We only have a tiny house.  So that's a task done too.  I decided yesterday that I need some support in this house keeping mallarky and this is my first step to arranging myself more back up.  Accounting is still in my court but that would be next.

What could be done better.  Health could be better.   I did my best today.  I perhaps could have slept even more.  Trying to do the stuff I did felt too much.  But there we are. Am sincerely hoping that tomorrow I will wake up feeling less utterly drained of all energy.  I drifted into pointless posts about politics.  I find it all too much quite frankly.  People who like Trump baffle me beyond measure. Those who say the "liberal controlled media" when I see a media that at least has grounding in the facts.  Why do they hate him?  Because he is an arse of the highest degree.  People who say that he is going to be good for America? what in the long run - but after the pipelines and walls have been built?  Anyway - I get angry and this doesn't help me.  So I banned myself again.  I am on a 24 hour ban.   And generally speaking I want to avoid it as much as possible.  So tomorrow, more avoiding of FB and hopefully feeling less awful.