morning

Good morning Brighton.  And the World! I finally managed to get up early which is great.  done a few minutes yoga.  Followed a few textile artists and brighton galleries on twitter and  here I am writing.

Yesterday went well.  I went to bed early  - am feeling very tired lately.  I have sore armpits which is something I am trying not to worry about as I am now referred to the cancer screening unit.  But there we are they have to be better safe than sorry.  And I am thinking, thank GOD we have the NHS.  Imagine if I were in America right now and I would probably not do that.  I would  - as I am in my head - just say, oh it will go away and its all the other things it could possibly be; hormonal changes, shingles, pulled a muscle doing that new yoga thing I learned with the belt for posture.  All of which I of course hope it bloody well is.  But there we are.  Am so lucky that soon I will either be able to go back to those ideas with assurity, or it will be something else, or I will be able to get super early treatment.

Of course, I met the lovely woman from the really cool publishing house.  So I am now visualising my cool book and how life is as a succesful published author.   And long may I hold that vision.  Its rather nice to actually have something quite concrete to visualise. if that isn't some sort of Oxymoron.  And sod the right capitalisation.  Am refusing to do proper grammar. spelling, or punctuation here.  this is my blog for me and - yes ok the world could read it  - if they wanted.  but I don't even care.  There is something rather good about having a public record.  Not that I ever really go back and read it.  but the whole thing did start about dreaming of my ideal future and going on a quest to achieve that.

dream journaling.  How to manifest the life of your dreams.  Create your own magic.   ha!   Now I let the art emerge.  emergent art  - the life changing magic of letting your creativity emerge.  so much less stress, more fun.  oh yes indeed.

how to draw a face in 5 mins.  queen of bold titles.  let your art emerge unfettered and true.  none of this controlling perfection nonsense oho none of that.

what else is good.  Ted seems happy at the moment.  And my parents are well.  The sun is shining but its a little cooler.  Hub wants to live somewhere cooler.  How can we accommodate that.  I bargain for more holidays! that's my chip!! ha!

what could  be done better.  or would be nice.  My printer needs fixing and I need to step up on that.  However  - what is also going well is the  - notion.  the notion that " I have all the time I need to enjoy everything I do."

I enjoyed my yoga class recently.  Jim (teacher) said we are WAKING up our body, our legs, ourselves, wake up! wake up! as our standing leg shook almost with pain as we held our one legged forward bend.  But it DID wake me up.  And my legs actually loved it.  Walking was marvellous after that class.  SO much better than doing my own practice at home, where I let myself off the hook so much quicker.  Not that its bad to do at home. Just don't quite go into the full WAKE UP mode! ha!  so Monday night is yoga night. sans fail.  And on Saturdays too if I can make it.

the house is a bit of a mess.   the floor is too thin to sand any more so we have to do something else to make it gorgeous.  I am thinking paint it all and get upstairs carpeted.  Carpet is alright in a bedroom isnt it.   Each room 200 ish quid.  well the big room might be 400 I guess.  shall we paint the floors black downstairs? am surely tempted to do that.

OK enough of the wriitng.  I visualising, meditation and affirmations to do, dontchaknow!